My blog on 12 March, 2009

Breakthrough the dullness… phiuhh…

Today… I seat on my chair, watch everything around me. Why is everything stay the same as previously i saw? Trully, this is a chance that i’ve been waiting for a long time. This kind of job, friends and everything… I should be satisfied. But now, why i feel this dullness? Or should I do something weird so i can feel something different has come? But i know my status now, I already have my own family… I should be more mature and (at least..) closer to normal habit. Do i miss my bachelorhood? Or this is because i havent seen my friends from a long time and now i have to see new people every new day? so, no one is intensively become my friend… a deep down-inside heart-friend, same habit, same craziness, phiuhh… no more.. they’re too far from me now. Now, thing that makes me smile and happy is only my family. And i should breaktrough this dullness, I know i can.